The End

No more blog. It has come to an end... El FIN. Hope you enjoyed it while it was up.

Boys...

Boys oh boys, why are they so dumb?? Well, SOME.... :) Well, more like most of them. And why is it that for some reason we can't get enough of them. And while we can get annoying, yeah they can't get enough of that either. Do you see the beauty in this?????

Recap

I realized after talking to a friend yesterday that it seems that sometimes friendships are OK to let go. Because the ones that are truly worth holding on to, neither friend would give up. I shouldn’t be the only one to call or IM or make an attempt to see each other. SOO... while I’ve lost a few of my good friends and that was a heart break to see, I think I’ve finally realized that it’s completely fine. Last night I had the more like “Screw you!” mentality in my head because I started realizing stuff about people that come and go. But I’ve calmed down and yeah... I’ll just have go on and I guess realize that some friendships are just temporary that God sent them for a reason, and just cherish what you had. So yeah... I’m not going out of my way to really save something that I guess was supposed to be temporary. So yeah, everyone tells me that I’m just too nice sometimes and that I worry too much about stuff and so yeah I’m letting that go.
School is going by soo fast it looks like December 8th is going to be my last final, so yeah I’m very excited!! This semester has flown by, time just keeps ticking away. So this is what old people mean when they say that the older you get the faster time flies by.
So yeah, I went to Waco this weekend and saw my girly Sarah and her new bf Jeff, which I approve of. We did some unnecessary shopping but isn’t that what girls are supposed to do? I guess not really when you’re broke and you need to buy Christmas presents but yeah... no more spending.
For yall that don’t know I have somewhat started running. Somewhat being when I have time, to complete my goal of running twice a week. LOL yeah I know but let me tell you , that is HUGE for me. First of all I hate running with a passion, but for some odd reason I just was motivated to go running. And when I started I didn’t stop, and for the girl that I can’t run I ran an easy mile or such. It’s a great feeling of letting whatever needs to be released be.... released. And yeah I can tell it’s working!
And yeah for all the other “messt” (as my grandma says) going on in my life, well I’m trying not to focus on it just trying to deal with it. And no need to talk about all that... you obviously know what’s up in Natalie’s world if you are truly IN it. So yeah.... I hope all of yall are doing awesome!!!

Stalker Potential Scare

So it’s gonna be another week of test and so I thought I would update yall now. Well, right now I can’t even really think of what’s been going on this past week cause I’m sort of freaked out about something. It was my turn to sing worship at church this week, so we were practicing on Saturday in Patrick’s garage (garabe band, haha not really), but anyways yeah so this random guy comes up the street and just listens to us. I thought it was neat, and Patrick went over there and talked to him and invited him to church and to pick him up and all. OK, so I had to wake up at 7am this morning, (Thanks to Justin for clearing up my confusion at 5am). So I go to church and we wait on Patrick, while we were waiting for some people, that guy comes up to me saying, “Hi, I’m Sean.” So I politely said, “Hi, I’m Natalie”. That would have been fine but did it stop there........ OOOH NO. He added, “I knew that there was no way I would ever meet you unless I came to church today,” YEAH..... FREEEEAK. I was like OMG, but somehow God totally talked for me and I answered, “Well, we’re glad you could came” and I totally didn’t sound fake at all. But deep down I was like omg.... this is stalker potential. It wouldn’t be as scary if this dude was clean cut or something, we’re talking about LONG hair, weird just all around. I know this sounds mean, but hello what am I supposed to think when someone says that to me. What kind of person would randomly say that to a stranger!?!? I ignored eye contact with him through the whole practice, service, I even escaped telling everyone in the band bye so I would have to go up to him. Later today, I had to volunteer for the Fall Fest for church. So there I sit with my pal Aaron , the drummer, who randomly tells me, “I was praying to God, and He said the only way I would meet you was if I came up to you”. At the time it didn’t register that he said something different from what that guy said but I picked up that he totally had heard that guy. I didn’t know anyone heard, and he was like, “YEAH, I did and all I kept wondering was like what you were gonna say to him”. Turns out he heard him say the whole praying to meet me thing, but yeah I know what I heard, as if either one is better than the other. But yeah Aaron decided to tell like everyone, bc he thought it was funny, which it’s not, I’m sure you guys are laughing but yall know how I am, it’s typical for me to freak out. So then Aaron tells me that he caught him STARING at me while we were praying before the service... that’s always nice huh, knowing you are being looked at while you are praying to God. He also tells me that the guy went up to Hector, the bass player, and told him that I was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. AHH ok seriously, NOW do you get me, stalker potential. SO yeah... good thing I’m going to see my girl Sarah this weekend up in Baylor to escape this “admirer”.
And another funny story, Amy and I decided to go to the hot tub yesterday to relax. Well, we didn’t tell our roommates where we were going. Well, we left and we were out there for a bit till the mosquitoes were like swarming. So we come, and what do you know...... we are LOCKED out. SO yeah, there goes Amy and I in our bikinis and towels, like pounding at the door. It was quite dumb, cause we realized very soon that no one was home. Our roommates stay out late, like 4am so I was like are you kidding me, we are sleeping outside. So there we go walking around the apt complex trying to find I don’t know what because there was nothing we could do. While everyone was all dressed up in their costumes here we are in the street with a towel, we looked quite lovely and distressed. So yeah, we had to climb on our balcony and wait, wait, and wait till they got there. And because Amy and I prayed, they ended up coming like and hour and half later. So yeah... and because we were traumatized and I had bumps all over my body bc of the mosquitoes, we went to Sonic and treated ourselves.
On Friday we finally got to hang out with Stephanie where we went to Chilis. Why Chilis you ask... because Joe Alex works there. Who’s Joe Alex.... well he’s Amy’s crush who very much in returns fancies her as well. BUT neither one of them had made the move to exchange phone numbers. So Stephanie and I finally got Amy to bust our of her shell and she asked a waiter if he had a gf. That led Joe Alex to tell Amy he didn’t and who wanted to know, and well obviously it was her. Awww sweet! So yeah... they exchanged numbers and so Amy has a new friend now ;)
As for me, well... I don’t know. I think it’s very true that you start wanting something, as soon as you know you can’t have it anymore, or need to let it go. Hmmmm boys, can’t live with them, but sure as heck can’t live without them!!! I believe that entry was enough for a long while....

Hookers!!

Prostitute Action!

As yall very much now, we are not prostitutes but we were for a theme party. We uhmm played the part very well I think. I wore a see through black lace-ish type of shirt with a pink bra and wore a short black skirt. I had a condom package on one hip and my whip on the other side. And of course we had to pull up our thongs to where you could see the string, cause you just gotta when playing the part of a prostitute. We wore drastic hooker make-up, it was great!! Amy wore a short demin skirt and and a tank but rolled it up with the tag to be hanging out on the side, it was funny. Her prop was the handcuffs. And we both had to bust out with prostitute shoes, you guys missed out. And guess what... you only get to see a cute picture of our lovely faces because well, I think I described our attire good enough. Be creative and just picture it, because a true picture would just be black mail, haha. But oh for sho' we were HOT stuff....

Me, Myself, and I

Just taking some pics, taking advantage of my 2 months free of Sprint PCS Vision and actually getting to use my camera phone.

Pictures to Enjoy

Group pic... awww look at sweet Matthew!! Love you!!

Pictures to Enjoy

My Favorite Girlies~ Amy, ME, Marisol, and Sarah!! Yall truly are my sistas', love yall!! MUAH! This pic was at my house for a another surprise birthday party thrown by my Mother dear who has never failed to give me a party for the past 20 years. This time though I was actually completely surprised.

Special Message

Ignore this if you don't have a cute country accent, if you aren't a broken hearted Yankee fan, and seem to steal a day dream from me during the day. Awww isn't it awesome when someone brings that goofy unremovable smile to your face.... All I can say is that I'm waiting for someone in my dreams in Colorado in the cabin in the snowy moutains to bring the logs to start that sweet fireplace.....

Same ol'

So yeah I went home this past weekend... didn't hang out with Robert which was supposed to be the whole point of going. Was it my fault, no! Would he think it was my fault, probably. ANYWAYS, but I did get to hang out with Marisol who I missed dearly. We went to go watch a symphony play for her music appreciation class, then we went to Olive Garden and that was lovely. But other than that I didn't do too much, because I couldn't make set plans because I knew Robert and I were gonna hang out sometime, OR NOT.
School and work have been keeping me busy and tired. Oh I saw one of the Js today... it's crazy how you somewhat forget about the person to missing the person all over again. But of course I'm really gonna stick to "letting go" so far I'm doing good. I'm not sure about keeping this blog anymore.... so enjoy the next few post.