Killing useful time

I definently shouldn't be making a blog, or even taking the time to write in one. But what am I doing... what I shouldn't do!! Anyways, I got the idea from my girly Sarah, so we'll see if I actually keep up with it, overdo it, or totally forget about it. Anyways, just to let ya know this is my good version of what's up in my life. If you aren't my diary or a best friend sorry.... you get the watered down version. And I hear that if you write you tend to speak more honestly so I definently hope that I don't uhmmm say stuff that is just better left unsaid, if so, my dear friends please let me know, IMMEDIATLY! So today I got my test back that I was truly expecting an A in and uhmmm yeah let's just say that I definently didn't get that SOOO... I was quite bummed. School is going well for the most part but working tires me out, I'm not used to that at all. So it turns out that when I do get home I don't want to do hmwk or study, I just want to relax. And I'm not sure if I relax so much, but it's definently like wasting time on nothing productive. But seriously, I want to change that this week! Well, I got to go home this weekend and that was definently nice. I missed my family, my girl Marisol, and some other good friends. Of course my mom complained that I didn't spend time with her but this weekend I should. I'm going to Austin to go to the hair show with her, yeah they actually have hair shows!! As far as boys are concerned, ok I think it's very safe to say that I am totally tired of them. I think all my Js are OUT of the picture, and if not forever, not till they grow up and come around (which I'm not sure if this will ever happen!). I've gotten over the idea of holding on to a certain boy and being so convinced that one day we would be together. Cause I figure... boys only cause me trouble so... why wait and put so much emphasis on these creatures. So I'm planning to take that energy and put it in my school work and definently work on my relationship with God. It's crazy how the things that mean more to you than anything seem to be put off for the most foolish reasons. Of course if any of this contradicts any future postings... sorry in advance but I really am gonna try hard in all that I do!! Take care and to let yall know... I love yall dearly!!